I Need Self Help!(Please!)?

hey I can relate to you. make your own decisions. I'm actually feel like I got to ditch my current friends and move on. just say to your self "no one is in control of me, I'll do what ever I want". do the opposite of what most people do. once you start making your own decision, start being you, people will start following you. once you stop caring about what other people do, you can live your life to the full. I'm actually tiring to do this now. People consistently try to change you.